Reboot
These days I’ve been exploring the land of El Salvador. In turn, I’ve also turned my thoughts inward. The solitary hikes I’ve been taking recently through the wayward carved slopes of my municipality, passed shanty lamina and cardboard houses that dot the back roads outside the pueblo, where little girls and boys stare at me in deep silence. Up here outside my pueblo I’ve been contemplating a sort of revelation that came at a most deeply personal moment in my Peace Corps experience. In the fog of thought, not yet sharp enough to extract solid figures, I have walked blindly inside, closing my eyes and stretching my hands in front of me, feeling out with my senses. In my thoughts I grapple with my approach toward development work and how that has been actualized thus far. Perhaps I’ve been thinking too big and trying to play too much of an oversight/admin position where, perhaps I should be more involved with the local community.
The local community. How close and how far have I been from them? I’ve been dissecting certain terms and certain words and how they apply to my behavior here in this country. From the top looking down, how social and political policies affect a nation and how they fail when they don’t understand the very people they are suppose to help has been on my mind.
The immigration issue and populist politics has two issues I think about often.
I recently heard an interview with Bolivian president Evo Morales. He spoke of his culture and the culture of respect that he and his people express as part of everyday livelihood. Even in his politics, where one would think it is impossible, he has been able to retain the dignity and pride of his people and his polices that he believes in without offending or threatening the world community. He has explained his position and worked toward an agreement for those that would listen. Be it in his defiance of coca reduced/eradication or nationalizing the natural gas reserves, he has maintained a friendly and open hand for discussion.
It’s that spiritual connection that we as industrialized nations have failed to see and respect. We saw the cultural ramifications in Mexico, when corn and beans became a global commodity and we’re seeing something similar that could occur in Boliva, out of a result of the same lack of understanding and respect of a culture and a people.
I started to think about that kind of respect, the kind of respect that comes from an open mind and an open heart. A respect that comes from understanding, a true understanding, rather than a heavy-handed paternal style of cultural interaction. Between the two, it's the former that I’d like to nurture and evolve, at least, I’d like to try.
I’m doing Community Contact stuff all over again and going back to basics. So far it’s been quite a sobering and refreshing experience. More than that, it has been a humbling one.
Your Affectionate Volunteer,
SCRUTAPE
The local community. How close and how far have I been from them? I’ve been dissecting certain terms and certain words and how they apply to my behavior here in this country. From the top looking down, how social and political policies affect a nation and how they fail when they don’t understand the very people they are suppose to help has been on my mind.
The immigration issue and populist politics has two issues I think about often.
I recently heard an interview with Bolivian president Evo Morales. He spoke of his culture and the culture of respect that he and his people express as part of everyday livelihood. Even in his politics, where one would think it is impossible, he has been able to retain the dignity and pride of his people and his polices that he believes in without offending or threatening the world community. He has explained his position and worked toward an agreement for those that would listen. Be it in his defiance of coca reduced/eradication or nationalizing the natural gas reserves, he has maintained a friendly and open hand for discussion.
It’s that spiritual connection that we as industrialized nations have failed to see and respect. We saw the cultural ramifications in Mexico, when corn and beans became a global commodity and we’re seeing something similar that could occur in Boliva, out of a result of the same lack of understanding and respect of a culture and a people.
I started to think about that kind of respect, the kind of respect that comes from an open mind and an open heart. A respect that comes from understanding, a true understanding, rather than a heavy-handed paternal style of cultural interaction. Between the two, it's the former that I’d like to nurture and evolve, at least, I’d like to try.
I’m doing Community Contact stuff all over again and going back to basics. So far it’s been quite a sobering and refreshing experience. More than that, it has been a humbling one.
Your Affectionate Volunteer,
SCRUTAPE




























